Every day I hear about our company softball playoffs (I was their leading home run hitter), our community intramural playoffs, the company volleyball team in fall (we won the championships last year), Tae Kwon Do 3 times a week, my weekly football gang whom I have lunch with, and my friends who are blading without me all around the park and the city!!!! Aaaaghhh!!!! I’ve cured this all by starting to drink heavily… lol. I’m keeping a sense of humor. I’m practically allergic to alcohol so I can’t drink or else it makes me incredibly sick… This situation is just a real killer on weekends BUT this shall pass… (now just how much yammering to myself can I do to convince myself of this fact!)